ANI = I AM

This little three lettered word in Hebrew means I am. It consists out of the Aleph, the Nun and the Yod. I made a bracelet with these three letters combining them with beautiful Indian Agate Semi-Precious stones. Not one bead made from this stone looks the same. They vary in colour and patterns although they all belong to the same family. Some are pinkish and some are greenish. Some are dark and some even have unexpected marks in them. They don’t look the same yet they belong together. I think you can see where I’m going with this. Yes it represents us, that is humanity as a whole.

Back to ANI. Aleph is the first letter of the alphabet. The beginning and the end. The servant. The Vav that connects the Yod above and the Yod below. A separate individual yet working together in unity. I could go as far as to say it can represent our bodies as part of the I AM. I am body. My body is also the temple where the Ruach of YHVH resides.

Nun is the force of life. It moves and creates. Living seed. It can represent your soul. Your thought life which has the creative force of life.

Yod is the hand of the Divine Creator. Bright light that creates. Yahweh within you one with your spirit man.

I AM. Body, Soul and Spirit. Aleph, Nun and Yod.

Who am I? That Iconic question asked by everyone alive.

A servant, a gateway to bring heaven to earth through the life giving force within us flowing from our oneness with our Creator.

This is just some of the thoughts I’ve meditated on as I wore ANI on my arm this week. I honoured those three living letters and invited them to reveal more to me, to befriend me.

Behold what manner of love the Father has given to us, that we should be called children of God. And that is what we are!

1 John 3:1

This love of the Father….it contains the mystery of who we are. The truth that we were given access to be part of His family. Grafted in so that our very essence changes to become like Him. Like the comparison Yeshua used with the vine and the branches. He is the source of the life that flows through us to produce good fruit. You don’t work to produce fruit. If a branch is connected to the vine it will produce fruit. It will manifest what it is one with.

The key is connection and positioning.

So this coming week as I wear ANI on my arm and gaze upon the form of ANI I’m going to engage with who I am. Because who I am reveals an unique aspect of the Divine Creator, my Father. And I have a specific position in the body and in Heaven to fulfil. Imagine if everyone simply lived who they were meant to be out in unity with each other. What a glorious vision.

Transitioning.

This year has brought change on so many levels. Traumatic change for those who lost loved ones. Babies were born, families were split up, people ended their lives while others fell in love. Every single person can look back at 2020 and find change interwoven in the fabric of their lives.

Change is inevitable.

It doesn’t matter what happens to you, you always have a choice how you respond. We aren’t helpless feeble beings subjected to our circumstances. Except if you believe you are. But if you believe that you are a light being seated at the right hand of Yahweh in Christ under whose feet everything is subjected well….

We are constantly transitioning, moving forward not only through time but also in who we are. Change within us sometimes happens unnoticed, slowly moving us from what we were to what we are becoming. Very rarely is it an instant occurrence.

I have a habit to write down goals and plans every New Year. I’m a planner what can I say. It doesn’t mean they always pan out. But any plan is better than no plan. Life is not predictable though. To learn how to respond to the unexpected is as important as knowing how to expect more than what you’d normally do. Because your expectations frame your thinking which frames your belief which frames your outcomes.

So as we transition from one decade to another I’m extremely grateful for all the change in my life the past few years. And I know that I cannot even imagine what will happen in the coming few years. But I’m going to try to see it with my heart wide open for all the unexpected – above and beyond what Yahweh has for me.

Because it doesn’t matter what happens He remains the definition of goodness. The fullness of love. And nothing can separate us from Him not even death. The truth is that He chose us while we were lost. Loved us before we knew Him.

So as I transition into His likeness moment by moment and day by day I’m humbled by His grace. He will work out everything for our good as we trust Him with the process of our lives.

Potential.

Hebrew letters engraved on sterling silver.

They’ve come! All across the ocean through customs and a myriad of hands. After paying the VAT, handling fees and custom tax here they are in front of me. Beautiful, shiny silver beads inscribed with living letters.

As I stare at them, handle them and love on them they resonate with me. ‘We are full of potential.’ Just like anything else our loving Father has for us it waits for us to unwrap, search out and engage.

Like the potential of something unplugged. Everything is there you only need to connect to it. I believe that Yeshua made a way for us to have full access to the realms of the Heavenly Kingdom. The place we all came from and where we belong.

Anything you access on any other spiritual plane will be perverted. Lies seem more real because they always have a grain of truth to them but they only copy the real thing. They aren’t the real deal. Religion has robbed us of the knowledge of truth but in His mercy He is revealing it to us again.

He is the way, the truth and the life.

The Living Letters express the Nature of the One called the Word of God. And you cannot engage the one without the other.

So much potential within you waiting to hear the call home. You will never know who you are without knowing Him. We are the only beings in the universe who can host Him, the living One.

My hope is that these precious beads in front of me will find their way to each person they were intended for. That they will draw people to feast their eyes on their forms, to enter in through the portals they are and to manifest as sons of Yahweh on this earth. To bring love and light to everyone around them.

For no eye has seen, no ear has heard and no mind has imagined what YHVH has prepared for those who love Him.

1 Cor 2:9

Waiting, watching and dreaming.

Our special beads with the Hebrew letters are sourced across the pond as I couldn’t find it nearer. The downside is waiting for them to arrive. I ordered the largest supply up to date in anticipation of taking our first orders. A week later I got an email that my order was cancelled. After investigating I discovered PayPal stopped the payment because their system flagged it as suspicious.

This put me back with a week before I could do a new one and cost me time. It was with great excitement that I checked the tracking number today and saw it is in London. Can’t wait to be able to fulfill all the orders soon.

Waiting is something that doesn’t come easy to most people. If we had a choice we probably would choose not to wait. We don’t value the process. But waiting in all its shapes and forms  works in us something invaluable. Patience.

But it also gives us an opportunity to build within us the framework for what we want to manifest. When you wait it is the time to dream. Imagine what you are waiting for. Feel how it feels to have it. And then step into what YHVH has prepared for you in the Kingdom realms for that business or area of your life.

While waiting you need to be watching for the manifestation of what you are dreaming. Celebrate every little thing. Give yourself grace when you doubt. Surround yourself with others who can cheer you on.

There is nothing on your scroll that you cannot do out of your union with Yeshua and HHVH and with the Ruach Hakodesh.

I imagine how people around the world wear our bracelets. I can see how it helps lift their frequency and wellness. How they meditate on the living letters which are gateways into what YHVH has for them. I can feel the joy of co-working with Heaven to bring blessing into people’s lives. Its bliss.

Man alone can dream and make his dreams come true.

Napoleon Hill

Manifesting

It has been an amazing journey to manifest Hei Creations. When you look at how Yahweh prepares you for something before you even had an idea that you would do it, it blows you away. He takes desires and things you have always loved and valued and shows you how you can use it to manifest His Kingdom on earth.

I’ve always loved stones and colours. About a year ago I was in South Africa and my six year old had a passion for crystals and rocks at the time. Everywhere we went he asked and looked for them, pursuing them with a passion all his own. At the same time my interest in bracelets were renewed. I bought one that broke and found myself in a large bead shop, filled with shelves and shelves of things to make bracelets with. While trying to choose a charm for the one I was fixing the lady behind the counter said that every charm had to have a meaning to you. I was struck by the importance of what you wear and look at.

My love of the Hebrew letters have been growing through the years and this year Dr. Yana Sanders started giving teachings on Facebook which had me so excited I wrote some things on a chart against the wall where I could see it. Then Grant Mahony started teaching us about the 72 Names of God and I wrote them down wishing I could fill the walls with it or better yet wear it to meditate on it.

I started looking up Shungite with it’s special properties and bought a bracelet with it, which I instantly loved. Then I got small pyramids made of Shungite which I placed all around the house. I bought raw Shungite and placed it in our drinking water. All of this to help improve the frequency of our bodies.

We’ve been honouring Siver for a few years now and I bought a special silver ring with a black semi-precious stone in last year which I wore constantly to engage with it. I love having it on as a constant reminder to engage, honour and love.

In one of my times with Yahweh He simply showed me Hei Creations and I was blown away. Then came the reality of making it manifest. I started sourcing Hebrew letters on silver and found that there was barely anything available. Originally I wanted charms that hung of a bracelet but I couldn’t find a suitable, cost effective version which allowed for you to have not only one but a enough letters to form phrases and words. When I discovered the beads I wasn’t sure but I ordered a small quantity and found that they were lovely.

Then I found an instructor on jewellery making and booked a course with her. I got flue and couldn’t go and ended up postponing it to my birthday. How Yahweh loves to bless us in small ways. He also likes to help us get out of our comfort zone. It doesn’t feel comfortable to manifest new things because it means change. Change in your mindsets and your heart. Dealing with things like spending money in obedience without knowing the outcome. Investing into what He is leading you into.

I have learned and grown so much in this year and am very excited to continue the journey. The first time I put on a completed bracelet with all the elements in place – silver, shungite, semi-precious stones and a special name of God I couldn’t stop smiling. It was exactly what I saw and it had manifested. Wow.

I can’t wait to see how Hei Creations is going to bring the Kingdom to others by helping them meditate, engage and enjoy the gift Yahweh has given us.

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